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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

 I always feel sad when I dream about him.

As for if I dream about him because I'm sad or if simply dreaming about him makes me sad, I don't know.

I just know that every time I wake up I feel like I need to find out what has happened to him or where he's gone.

And I know that I can never find out anything about him.

Usually, when I dream about him, he looks exactly like he did in high school. Same haircut, height, physique...

This time, for some reason, my mind actually allowed itself to change how he used to look to how me might look now. His hair was shorter and he'd dyed it blue, he'd grown a couple of more inches (even though he was tall to begin with), as for his physique, he was still gangly, but had gained some muscle.

In this dream I talked to him like I would have never able to do back in high school. It was casual, lighthearted, and easy flowing.

Even before the dream ended, I was sad because I was aware of my oncoming consciousness.

What happened to him and why do I still feel sad when I think about him?
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